humbled approach

Posted: 30th May 2010 by Mac in Ramblings

 Luke 9:23 And He was saying to them all, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me.

As I come to the Lord’s Supper table this morning, I am reminded that there are only two commands that believers are given which Jesus also did, that we are to do: Baptism and the Lord’s Supper.  Both of these are acts of obedience, testaments to the new life of the believer and obvious outward signs of a claim to discipleship.  The question I have of myself this morning is, “am I really following Christ on His terms or mine?”

I read Luke 9:23, and it reminds me of three truths that I really find hard to swallow.  First, to be a true follower of Christ, I must live a life of self denial.  Not that there are things which I must necessarily give up, but that if He calls me to give up anything, then His will be done.  Its about what He wants; what He is like; how He would live.

Second, I must live a life of humility.  There was nothing more humiliating in the Roman world than death on a cross.  The Romans had intentionally made this form of execution as humiliating, painful, and lasting as they could. I am to crucify the prideful self and life in abject poverty when it comes to pride.

Finally, I am to simplyand faithfully live a life of obedience.  Followship is all about obedience.  Sin is its antithesis.  Therefore, I need to be in constant confession and repentence over sin, seeking to make my life look more like Christ’s. 

As I approach the table this morning, I am examining my life to see how it measures up…and it doesn’t but I confess and repent and I thank God for His grace and mercy.

abandonment…

Posted: 28th May 2010 by Mac in Discipleship, Ramblings, Sanctification

As I read scripture I am more challenged by the question, do I really believe what this Book syas is true?  In my head, I want to say, “yes.”  In my heart, I want to say, “yes.” I know the Book itself demands I say , “yes,” but as I reflect on my life, I see inconsistency.  If I am truly honest, I see sin.  For, as I look at scripture, I see requirements of discipleship for those who call themselves “follows of Christ;” requirements I do not meet.

Luke tells us (14:33) that if we are not willing to denounce everything we have (family, friends, possessions, even our own will), that we cannot be disciples of Christ. There is more to discipleship than commitment to church attendance, to ministry, to worship or events/programming.  The decision for real descipleship is much more demanding…total abandonment of ourselves.

Earlier in his book (9:57-62), Luke tells us of three men who come to Jesus seeking discipleship. In this pericope, the demands that Jesus makes upon each of these men seems not only harsh, but selfish and unloving. However, what Jesus is saying is that we (I) offer nothing to the Kingdom, and anything other than absolute abandonment and surrender to His will is insufficient.  He tells the first man that discipleship means no place to lay his head (our loss of  physical provision or comfort).  He tells the second man that he must give up all earthly obligations, including those the world deems most important, our obligations to loved ones, and that instead our sole obligation is the propogation of the Kingdom (our only mission). Finally, He tells the third man tha he will have to place all of his devotion to what is ahead leaving all (people, things, places) of the past behind (our undivided hearts).

So, if I (we) really believe scritpture is true, then I (we) must necessarily apply this. I ask my self is comfort more important than the cross of Christ ( Matt. 16:24, Mrk. 8:34, Luke 9:23); is maintenance of my will and stuff more important than His Mission (Matt. 28:19, Mrk. 16:15); is my heart ready for full devotion to him (Deut. 6:5, Matt. 22:37, Mrk. 12:30, Luke 10:27), or am I holding on to myself. If I truly believe scripture then I am going to have to seek abandoment under God’s terms, not my own…